38 to 40: I Grew Up In A VERY Small Town

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Just in case you think I am exaggerating…

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I grew up knowing the meaning of small town living for sure! My childhood was something right out of Huck Finn, complete with the mighty Mississippi. Here’s the view from our house. (This is literally across the one road.)

river-across-from-houseYes! The Mississippi River really IS that big! Across the river what you see would be Iowa!

Here is the house I grew up in, now converted to the Mississippi Humble Bush Bed & Breakfast. (No longer owned by my family)

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The small town of Ferryville is located between Prairie du Chein and La Crosse, WI. It consisted of the river, the railroad tracks, one road with homes on both sides and the bluffs behind the houses. Ah…what trouble could a little girl get into on her own here on a hot summers day!

As a child, small town life was great! I had so much freedom in this little town.  A typical summer day would have me out of the house with bare feet on my bike pedals…pigtails flying. My little world was my oyster! I’d head down to the river to my own private little beach for fishing or floating on an inner tube. (In the winter I would ice skate.)

Pics of my sisters and me fishing with our dad – for fun! πŸ˜‰

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I would go for long walks along the railroad tracks…

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It was here that I learned to dream…to have a bigger vision.  I would climb the hills to the top and sit for hours, looking across the river. I can remember thinking about everything else that was out beyond what I could see. I was a dreamer and a traveler even at that young age.  I don’t get back to my home town often any more. Here is the most recent picture taken last year when I did go back for my Grandmother’s funeral.

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As I grew older I became more restless and my surroundings lost their charm for me. I wanted to be closer to friends and activities. I wanted to explore a bit more! I did go to a boarding school for one semester of High School…more on that later! As an adult, my nanny career allowed me the opportunity to live on both coasts of the U.S. (CT/NY and CA) I’ve explored Europe and a few other places. I have discovered that I do LOVE to travel! I always DO seem to end up living by the water, whether it is the Ocean or the beautiful Lake Michigan where I currently reside.

Each time I return to Ferryville as an adult, I find a little stirring in my heart for this little town. I recognize the quietness as a blessing and a shelter of sorts. I know that this environment did play a part in shaping who I am today and for that I am thankful.

Things I Learned from Living in a Small Town:

  • I learned to love nature and being outside (would I ever be able to NOT live near water?)
  • I learned to be creative
  • I learned that people are basically good and trustworthy
  • I learned the value of spending time with my family
  • I learned that my siblings were my most fun friends
  • I learned how to be a young entrepreneur
  • I learned that I liked being by myself
  • I learned to dream…I learned to take risks!

I grew up in a small town and I would not have had it any other way! πŸ˜‰


39 to 40: This is My Family

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This is my family:

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I love this family picture despite the fact that I (bottom: second from right) was only partially through my weight loss at the time this photo was taken. (Oh don’t we love to have our pictures taken when we are uncomfortable in our bodies?!)

We’ve been told there is a lot of family resemblance so I’m sure you can pick out my parents, 3 sisters, 1 brother, 2 brother-in-laws, a sister-in-law and 3 nephews.

I guess you would call us a rather traditional family in that my parents have been married (they were high school sweethearts) for 42 years and we’ve never known anything other than stability when it came to their marriage. For sure, I do not mean in any way to imply this is the model for American families today – only that I feel very blessed that my parents have been together for so long.

My genealogy: From my father’s side, my family history is English and French. My mother’s family on both sides are German.

My Parents: There is SO much to say about my parents, some of which will come up in later posts for sure. As I write this I am living in their house (MI) while they travel for the winter in their motor home. A retirement dream that has come early due to an accident 4 years ago. (They were hit by a drunk driver while on my Dad’s Harley) In this post, I will just say that I could not appreciate them more than I do today. Just the other day, my sisters and I were discussing how different the outcome could have been 4 years ago and how blessed we are that we still have them in our lives. They have raised us well and they have taught us so much about love, values and the importance of family.

My Sisters: Ah…what can I say about having sisters? If you have one or several, you can probably relate to what I will say here. (I hope that you can!) I cannot imagine my life without my sisters. They are among my best friends, my greatest allies, my wise counselors, my mentors and sometimes my partners in (non-harmful) crime! πŸ˜‰ (as is my brother by the way) I love my sisters! The love and loyalty I feel for each one of them is almost indescribable. They have been there for me through good and bad. For sure there have been fights and arguments over the years – don’t get me wrong, but at the end of the day, they are always who I turn to when I need an ear, advice or someone to be silly with.

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My Brother: My relationship with my brother was different for many years. How I feel for him now when I think of what it must have been like to grow up with a houseful of girls. I also cringe when I think of how excluded he probably felt at times. He and my youngest sister came along when we three older girls were old enough to help in taking care of them and we did! They were so cute and we were so proud of them. As adults, my brother and I have grown close and I’m so happy to say that I feel the same closeness with him as I do with my sisters. I had never thought of what it would be like when he got married and brought another “sister” into our crazy mix. Amanda grew up with 2 brothers and no sisters…imagine inheriting us! LOL She says that she never imagined that she would be so blessed to have a bunch of crazy sisters! We love her – she is now our baby sis!

On Being the Oldest: Reading about birth order is so interesting to me. I definitely fit the role of the first born in that I am enterprising, ambitious, logical and have been known to be a bit of a perfectionist. (I am working on this as I think it can weigh one down!) In my younger days, I held the role of class president for 2 different years and I cannot imagine being without my entrepreneurial spirit. 10 years separate myself and youngest sister, Janell. Recently I had the chance for the first time in our adult life (When I went away to college, she was only eight) to live near her and really get to know her as the successful adult woman that she is today. (as well as experience the planning and wonderful event of her wedding) Just for fun…a pic of me with my “baby” sis that I LOVE!

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My Thoughts on Having My Own Family: This is one of those thoughts that a 39 year old soon to be 40 “could” be slightly anxious about. πŸ˜‰ I’m not. Not to say that I’ve not had my moments. I will discuss my singleness in another post, but for the most part I am OK with this today. I feel confident that God does have a husband for me and I pray for my future mate and that God would continue to shape me into the woman that He has created me to be. I will also discuss my 12+ career as a nanny. I do love children and I’m actually thankful that I am not a woman that has the yearning to have her own children. (point #2 of potential anxiousness at turning 40) Perhaps there is a reason why I helped to raise so many great children over the years. I am open to what the wish of my future husband might be in the area of raising children and am not opposed to adoption if my age were to become a factor.

I hope from this post you can tell just how much I love my family! They are the ones that have always been there for me and they are there for me today. One of my favorite family pics from years ago…overlooking the mighty Mississippi River in the small town where I grew up: (I am second from left)

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Tell Me About Your Family: One of my reasons for doing the 40 to 40 series is that I want to get to know you all better also! Yay! Please take a moment to follow this link to the forum and let me know about your family! This is your chance to totally brag about your wonderful kids! (Do be sure that you’ve registered via the link at the top right of the forum – you need to do this in order to post) I can’t wait to hear from you!


40 to 40: I’m Turning 40 in 40 Days!

40-to-40-bannerI’m turning 40 in 40 days…

Yay! Wow! Gulp! Hmmmm…

I started this weight loss journey (and blog) back in 2007 just as I was turning 37.  So much of the motivation to change the path I was on at that time came from looking ahead into the future as the day of turning forty loomed closer.

What does being 40 mean to me as January 7, 2010…my 40th birthday draws near?

This post is the beginning of a series titled 40 to 40.

My reasons for creating 40 to 40 are as follows:

  • I’ve been slacking at keeping the personal journal section of my blog up-to-date. This series is all about getting personal!
  • I have so many new wonderful friends in this great virtual world and I want you to know me better!
  • I want to know YOU better! I plan to use these 40 days/topics to also find out more about you. Please do check in as I hope to use these posts as discussion topics in the forum!

I intend to share the things that are most important to me, life lessons I’ve learned thus far, little known facts and more bits and pieces that have made me who I am over these past 40 years! I hope you will also get ready to share more of who you are with me and others here at Celebrate Weight Loss!

P.S. I’m “mostly” feeling just fine about turning 40! πŸ˜‰



I Am Grateful…

givethanksAs we prepare here in the U.S. for Thanksgiving this week, I am reminded of SO many things that I am grateful for.

I am also reminded that I need to live my day-to-day life more often with an attitude of gratitude.  (or at least remind myself daily of all that I have to be thankful for)

There are many things I SO appreciate right now…among them are the following:

  • My Family: The love and support they ALWAYS give me is amazing! In the midst of crisis they have always been there for me and continue to do so.  I aspire to always be the sister and daughter that loves unconditionally.
  • My Friends: I have never been the kind of person to hang with a lot of people. I am social and don’t have issues there, but my preferences has always been to have friendships that go deep and stand the test of time and location. I have been blessed with a handful of people in my life who I can always count on to be there through the good and bad times. I aspire to be the kind of friend that can always be counted on to be there when needed.
  • My Faith: My faith has known a journey over the years and I am so grateful to find a resting place with a Savior that wants relationship with me. He has proven Himself to be BIG and real in my life in more ways that I can count. I aspire to be the woman that he has called me to be in all areas of life.
  • My Health: What can I say? What a journey it has been these past few years. You can read about it here at the blog. I’m SO grateful that I am no longer that person that was fearful of living because of my size and the physical limitations that came with being 278 lbs.  I am thankful that my health is good and that I have become a strong woman, both physically and emotionally. I aspire to reach my ultimate weight loss goal and to continue in the journey to be healthy and fit so that I can live my life to the fullest each day without anything physical to stop me.
  • YOU: Many things (both good and bad) have brought me to this point of creating a place online to share my journey with you and others that may be struggling (and winning!) with their own weight loss journeys. What I have found amongst the people that read and comment on this blog, the people that I Tweet with on Twitter, the fans in Facebook and the members of the forum – is a group of friends! You all amaze me! You have become my partners in a virtual world. You are honest. You are willing to share. You encourage. You listen and you share your lives with me in this little virtual space. I aspire to be a source of encouragement and support for you…to be a friend, someone that understands the struggles that you go through because I have also most certainly been there.

Thank you all!

What are you grateful for today? Please post your comments…I would love to hear!


Back From Ireland – How Much Weight Did I Gain?

Wow! What a great few weeks it’s been! I set out for Ireland Sept. 10 and my return was to be Sept. 23.
My friend and I were having such a fantastic time on our travels that I decided to extend my trip to Oct. 3 (with a night in Altanta, bringing me home Oct. 4).

I had a wonderful time on my travels. (I plan to make another post with some pics) My friend lives in Dublin and we drove from there down to Waterford County (for some salmon fishing!), on to Kerry County (which was amazing!) ending our trip in Galway County in a fantasic little town by the sea.

The whole trip was beautiful – we completely lucked out with perfect weather for most of our travels! I am so fortunate as well that I am able to work while away – we found great places with Internet access and just made a point to do our work each day. Heck, I spent a few days mostly working, BUT hey – how cool that I can do that in Ireland!!! 

I did NOT count calories while away and pretty much ate (and drank – yeah Guinness!) what I wanted, consciously deciding that I am on vacation and want to enjoy all the great food. (knowing I may have some regret upon return, BUT will just have to get back to it!)

Final tally….Upon return, my weight was 171.4 at the highest. Whew!

After the roadtrip, I had gotten it down to 158 before heading to Ireland, so I am up from that weight 13.4 lbs. I do think a lot of this (or some) will come off fairly quickly once I settle into calorie counting, drinking my water, exercise, etc. I do recognize that I’ve gotten a bit off track and need to now look at where I can expect to be by the end of the year. (I have revised my yearly goal as well)

I’m aiming to get back to my low which was 155 and if I can hit 150 by end of the year, I’ll be happy!!! πŸ™‚

 

I Have a Car!

Well I’m back in NC after a great few weeks in the midwest! I attended my 20th High School Reunion in Wisconsin, and then spent time in Michigan with my parents and sister. Whew! We went camping in my parent’s new motor home and did a lot of bike riding which was great! (my parents just got bikes!) I also helped sis with a HUGE garage sale as she is planning a big career move which may include the selling of her house.

My sister got a new car and gave me a great deal on her old car. (she also suprised me with a $500 "rebate" to use towards clothes – rewarding me for my weight loss – how awesome is she?! Thanks M!)

We then did a fantastic road trip back here together. We had decided to make a mini vacation out of it and had a blast! Our stops inlcuded Champaigne, IL (spent the night with brother and sister-in-law), St. Louis, (did a bit of gambling here which was fun!) Nashville and a final stop in Asheville, NC.

So where does this time away leave me with my weight loss efforts?

Before I left, my lowest was 155.4 (woohoo!). My highest since I’ve been back is 169.2 – whew! That’s 13.8 up! I’m pretty confident that getting back to it will bring the weight off quickly as I think much of it will be sodium/water weight. (well some of it anyways)

I didn’t really use a lot of discipline while away…especially while we were travelling. BUT I did get some biking in which was good. I’m trying not to beat myself up too much, BUT I have a trip to Ireland coming up this month on the 10th and I SO wanted to be at a low weight when I left – I’d just bought my size 8 Levi’s and I want to be wearing them! πŸ˜‰

So now I’m really working to hit it hard and get this weight off before taking off again!!  Wish me luck!

20th High School Reunion

On Saturday, I attended my 20th High School Reunion! It was great to connect with old friends that  I hadn’t seen in 20 years.

I cannot tell you how happy I was to be feeling good about where I was physically. Most of my friends would have had no idea how heavy I had been in the last few years. I did not leave this info out when people complimented me on how I looked. πŸ˜‰ That’s not what this is about, right?

It was wonderful to be back "home". This is the small town (200 people) that I grew up in right on the Mississippi River in Wisconsin. Every time I go back these days (which isn’t often), its seems more beautiful to me. When I was younger it was WAY too small and I couldn’t wait to move away.  lol

It was a great visit and I got to see most of my cousins and my grandmother who is in a nursing home there.

I don’t think I would have had the courage or desire to attend this reunion had I not lost so much weight. It’s interesting because I didn’t really think about a reunion (I have not attended any previous to this one)  when I started my weight loss journey, but I sure was happy to think about going once the invite came out.

Do you have anything similar coming up that you are trying to get in shape for? I know it’s a common goal for many people.
Keep at it! πŸ™‚

 

1 Year On My Bike!

Wow! I can’t believe I’ve been riding my bicycle for a year now.

I would say that it’s been the single best purchase/investment that I’ve made in a long time.

Total miles for the year: 2,403 miles….just thought it would be fun to report that.
I have nothing to compare it to myself, but it seems like a great number considering the fact that 1 1/2 yrs ago, I was living a pretty sedentary lifelstyle. πŸ˜‰

I am planning on getting my sister’s old car later this summer and I know that I have to be very conscious about continuing to ride the bike for exercise even tho I won’t necessarily need it for the transportation. I think I can make it work and I know I’m looking forward to finally having a car after all this time.

WooHoo!

Major Milestone Achieved! 100 Pounds Gone!

WooHoo!!!!  As of this morning, I’ve lost 100 lbs!  I was beginning to wonder if this day would come as I’ve really been battling a bit of a plateau lately. To mark this occasion, I’m going to post a first pic.  πŸ˜‰

The before shot was taken at the end of 2006 and was me at (or close to) 278 lbs.

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I think I look sad in the before shot and I know how I was feeling back then – depressed, tired, unhealthy, a bit hopeless.

It’s amazing that now, almost 16 months later, I feel like a completely different person. I can honestly say that I’ve never felt better or more fit than I do at this time. I know that I still have 40+ lbs to go, but the energy and zest for life that I feel now will carry me through to my ultimate goal…I feel confident in that! πŸ˜‰

Thanks for the support and celebrating with me! πŸ™‚

Happy Thanksgiving and Planning for a Big Meal

Happy Thanksgiving!

Are you excited about your big turkey dinner today? I know I am!

I’m determined not to gain wait this holiday season and to be honest I don’t really get why so many people just accept the fact that it’s normal to gain weight during the holiday season. It’s just a couple meals, right?

I made a point this week to work out as usual (or more) and really focus on keeping everything except for the Thanksgiving meal as "normal" as possible. In fact, this morning I went for a 31 mile bike ride. Now I know I can eat whatever I want to and not feel one bit guilty. πŸ˜‰

I’m most looking forward to dessert – pumpkin cheesecake…yum!

I’m going to J and AJ’s. They’ve also invited a few friends that I know so it should be a great time.

Enjoy the day!

 

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